Good evening. Thursday blog. It’s not for everyone! I have off and on through my adult life! Always quitting, like everything else. I started my 8th journal today. Started in 2014, after the gambling confrontation with family. We all had a lot of pain going on. I call them, Life and Prayer Journal. I like the colored composition tablets. When I started, it was constant calling out to God. I wanted to be healed on the spot, that is not the way it works! Recovery took some time, eventually I wanted it! For me, journaling is like breathing. I need it. I can open my life on paper! I feel good after, like I accomplished something. Which I have! Journaling led to poetry, that led to blogging. It does have a healing affect on me! It is great to go back and read how far I have come. I also started a grief journal. I tell my journal good morning along with the Lord! I cannot say enough, how grateful I am. More 2nd chances than I deserved! God is my light, my beacon, my rock. I did have another good day. Gave mom a perm, later went to the snow cone fundraiser with family, for the Mason family. I cannot keep my eyes open. Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️




