What Went Wrong

Today is TBT! Which I find cute and fun! Good morning! Thursday blog! I love to see the change in people, with hair, clothes, trends, fads! You know what I mean! I did all that and more! Looking for the elusive love, joy and happiness! I thought I was happy, only when I looked good to the eye! Don’t look at my heart! It was filled with all kinds of ugly! Eventually all of the nasty  comes to the surface and explodes in all kinds of negative behavior and choices! Which were all very harmful to me, my family and all of my relationships everywhere! I lived a double life for too long! I am in no way telling anyone how to live their life or make changes! For me, it had to be done! Sometimes you are on a slow suicide with your choices! I was! Just harmful everyday, taking it out on my husband or anyone else, like myself! It is a horrible feeling to not be happy! God is the giver of life! So thankful I see that now! I want to be the best me! If I blow it, I keep moving forward, not backward! Just examine you today, see where your at! I can’t say it enough, it is possible! Today’s poem, change is possible! I cannot say it enough! Be happy with you! When I say be kind, that includes yourself! Give yourself the gift of the best you today! My greatest gifts, my family did not give up on me, but, most important, neither did God and “HE” never will! Live a blessed life today! Tomorrow is not promised!❤️🤗🤗❤️God bless!❤️