Good evening! Friday blog! Wow! The passing of Denny, I miss him so! He is pain free! I love him forever! The legacy and testimony that we saw from all of the visitors, last evening and today, nothing short of amazing! Amazing life! I wish he could have seen the wonderful man we saw! I …
Monthly Archives: January 2020
Strength For Today
Good morning! Thursday blog! Today I see my Denny, just his outer shell! Visually, we will see my handsome Denny all dressed up for his family, where we will get comfort! Why, because he was set free on Monday, from the chains that had him in bondage, way too long! All of the beautiful and …
Strength For Tomorrow
Good evening! Wednesday blog! Wasn’t Denny’s tribute absolutely beautiful? Our daughter sent me this! It’s beautiful too! And true! Prayers for the rest of this journey please! Tuesday is our anniversary, I bought a card, to go with him! M God is with us! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Sweet Dreams My Love
Good evening! Tuesday blog! I was good, until the pictures came out! Almost cried with every picture! And, I’m still good! Just extremely tired! Daughter and son in law from Myrtle Beach arrived safely! Isn’t the Obit beautiful? Other family members on the road! Thank you Lord, my Redeemer! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻💔🙏🏻🤗❤️
Don’t Grieve For Me, I Have Been Set Free
Good evening! Sunday and Monday blog! My heart has been torn wide open! I wanted to write last evening, but my eyes were not having it! My Denny passed from this world today after a very hard fought battle with Parkinson’s! He fought the good fight! I am soooo tired, soooo weary! My Denny is …
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When It’s Time To Let Go……… Let God
Good evening! Saturday blog! After writing last evening, about the unexpected! It happened around 2:00am this morning! 102 fever means pneumonia! I called hospice, got one of our nurses, he is great! Called kids! He was drowning right in front of us from his tube feed! Things happened quickly! Got all of that out of …
Expect The Unexpected
Good evening! Friday blog! Today became one of those unexpected days! Or, was it expected? Pneumonia is a very serious threat to people with Parkinson’s! Talk about a rollercoaster ride of emotions today! I have been pretty busy today! I still start early if there is something special that I want to do! Like a …
So Many Emotions
Good evening! Thursday blog! Yesterday and today, I got to walk! Walking to me is the same as breathing! Lately, I feel as if I am suffocating, because I want to run out the door for me! Then I feel selfish! I am on a roller coaster of emotions, that no one could have prepared …
My Gift To You
Good evening! Wednesday blog! I am sharing a poem on care! My gift to Denny! Our 43rd Wedding Anniversary is getting close! February 4th, 1977! Our original date was January 26th, 1977! Know one talks about that blizzard! It shut down the whole city! We made the Blade! Weddings put on Ice! 3 couples could …
I Will See You Forever
Good evening! Tuesday blog! No matter what I am doing, taking care of Denny, walking Beagle outside, whatever I see, whatever I hear! I see and hear him in all things! Just about everything sparks a memory, he is in them all! Every song, reminds me of something we did, or somewhere we went! His …
Delusional Love
Good evening! Monday blog! I know the title does not sound nice! So, let some of us reach way back in the memory bank! Then, all of you new fall in lovers and newlyweds! I put myself first in that scenario! Not many, when you fall in love and you just know, nobody thinks of …
Bittersweet Goodbyes
Good evening! Sunday blog! Not really goodbye! Denny’s mom use to say so long! She said goodbye was too final! Not knowing about Denny’s illness from day to day, it will be hard for them to say bye! We are all so happy she decided to come home! She will be flying out tomorrow night! …
Never Ending Family Memories
Good evening! Saturday blog! Our daughter landed safely in Detroit from Myrtle Beach! Her sister picked her up and they stopped for lunch together! Then came over! Our son and grandsons came! They are usually the ones missing for sports! Weather took care of that! Our younger one has been sick with those winter bugs! …
Gods Greatest Gifts…Family
Good evening! Friday blog! Look for the blessings! Sometimes there right in front of us! Our beautiful granddaughter brought her new baby son over for a visit! My first great grandchild! Of course the most beautiful baby I have ever seen! Besides my own children and grandchildren! My heart was over the moon! Thank you …
I Would Choose You Again
Good evening! Thursday blog! Plus it’s TBT! Love this kind of day! I did not feel well most of the day! Someone asked for a couple of pictures, so, I started looking at all pictures! I did nothing today in between Denny’s care, I laid on the bed all day, listening to him breath! Thinking …
Precious Sleep
Good evening! Wednesday blog! So tired tonight, I really can’t see straight! I am not complaining! My day rolls pretty smooth! Somethings just take more time than other things! A day truly is a disappearing act, the list is endless! Hospice thinks I am doing a great job! But, you know how we beat ourselves …
Misplaced Greif
Good evening! Tuesday blog! Today is the anniversary of my fathers passing! It is still painful! I was not mentally well when he passed! I certainly was not prepared for the grief it brought with it! I did not know what wonderful things I had with my father, or the sacrifices he made for his …
Home Sweet Home Again
Good evening from WordPress! Monday blog! I am just going to share the FB post, for my story tonight! I am tired! So thankful tonight! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️
The Notebook
Good evening! Sunday blog! Did anyone not see this movie? I don’t know of to many that couldn’t relate in one way or another, to pain, that perhaps you have been through, to pain you think about and how painful it would be! Then the thought of losing a love like that! I wish I …
What Happened To Love Letters
Good evening! Saturday blog! I am sure that us older folks know all about love letters! I am sure the young of today have not sat to write a lot, let alone a love letter! I am a hopeless romantic! I am so sappy and I don’t care! The mushier the better! I have written …
Don’t Blink
Good evening! Friday blog! I think I might have used this before! So, in light of Denny and I, our situation with his health, I feel it needs mentioning! At our age, our kids are grown, mine anyway! Now our grandkids are grown! I know I am not the only one that feels that way! …
And The Lord Is Still My Shepard
Good evening! Thursday blog! For every one day thats good for Denny and I, there are too many different ones that follow! Today was such a day! Keeping a long story short! Denny and I had a rough night! His day today was even worse! Hospice came, I could not get anything through his tube …
Simply The Best
Good evening! Wednesday blog! Being a caregiver to my husband has become a tall order! Not a complaint! Denny and I promised each other a long time ago, we would do everything we could to take care of each other! Whoever would be the first to go! We wanted to die in that old house …
A Good Day
Good evening! Tuesday blog! The first time I heard it or saw it, I thought wow! It’s a good day, to have a good day! What a catchy phrase, with so much meaning! Our daughter painted it for me, with a sunflower! Does any one get out of bed and say, it’s a bad day …
God Fills My Tank
Good evening! Monday blog! Most days I feel like I am running on empty! I know it is not true! All I have to do is ask and it is given! Through Gods word! Whatever you are facing or going through right this minute, God fills your tank and of course mine! I have been …
Our Time
Good evening! Sunday blog! I am so tired tonight! I thought I would post again some of my favorite scriptures! The ones I really cling to! Ecclesiastes 3:1-8! One of my go to’s! And, I absolutely love this picture of Denny! So handsome, in so many ways! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️
Together Forever
Good evening! Saturday blog! Sometimes the day is overwhelming! Sometimes I can’t think or get past the idea of going through this! My heart continually plays tug of war with my feelings, my emotions, my very life and how it truly has changed for the better! All things work together for good! Why? Because God …
What’s In A Memory
Good evening! Friday blog! From the time Denny got sick, before he needed a walker, I wanted to make as many memories as we could! Our son and daughter in law gave us Zoo passes for a year, 2 years in a row! For Christmas! We went as many times as we could! Taking grandkids …
My Faith Will Stand
Good evening! Thursday blog! My faith is being tested everyday! I found the music today that we listened to at the end of the day, when there were not enough hours to see each other! When your tired and you just want to talk a bit before sleep! I always loved Giovanni, Nocturnes! It’s just …
No Resolutions
Good evening! Wednesday blog! Happy New Year! Do not start your new year setting yourself up for failure! Some people set such high expectations for themselves! In reality, we do not know what tomorrow holds for us! We are not promised any extra days! Each day is a gift from God! If you want something …
Marilyn’s Heart 