Good evening! Tuesday blog! Let’s start at the top! Up at 4:30am, I felt I had a decent amount of sleep! Walking was set back for meetings that my daughter had to take care of, on the devices of course! The gloomy weather is not helping! I thought I was doing ok, I did laundry, …
Monthly Archives: March 2020
A Love Letter To My Angel Wings
Good evening! Monday blog! My dearest love in heaven! I am not going to ask how you are, I already know! Because I believe! In my mind I can see such a brightness, all around you! You look perfect, your dark, wavy hair again, so shiny and wavy! Your skin is golden from all of …
Tug Of War
Good evening! Sunday blog! I won’t lie! I have been struggling all day! My days are running together like a blur! It’s awful! I need to set up a schedule for myself! I only feel like a human at the park, when walking! I will not blame God as we ride this out! I need …
Stop And Smell The Roses
Good evening! Saturday blog! I did write this, at 8:00 this morning! I waited to publish tonight! I did not sleep well, my sleep is not the way it use to be! I am assuming at some point in time, my inner most will settle down! I’m not delusional, I just can’t get over how …
Hourglass Time Frame
Good evening! Friday blog! I guess I am destined to be an evening writer! I keep waiting for 3:00am to come back to me! 3:00am was my time frame for a couple of years! It was so I could have some alone time for me! So now with this virus crisis, I have all day …
God Knows Me
Good afternoon! Thursday blog! Where did my morning go? Why do the hours pass so quickly? I feel I have accomplished nothing! But, I know that is not true! My daughter and I walk together now, since she is off work! Had breakfast! Mom is feeling a lot better!She wanted her perm, I am the …
Missing You
Good evening! Wednesday blog! Somehow I have my time turned around again! No commitments, accept walking! No appointments! Yet, here I am trying to type through tears! I am so much better in the morning! Just emotional tonight! Going through a lot of pictures! That’s emotional enough! Some, I can stare at, some, I fall …
This Is Not Goodbye
Good evening! Tuesday blog! I think about God and where Denny is! I’m so thankful that he knew Jesus! The blessed assurance that we will be together again, better, more glorious than one can ever imagine! With everything going on, I think on Jesus and His coming again! None of us knows, what if this …
Awareness
Good evening! Monday blog! April is Parkinson’s Awareness Month! Knowledge or perception of a situation or fact! Concerned about and well-informed! I still have a lot to learn! I know a couple of people that passed and a couple of people who are facing the outcome! I did not know much about it! I started …
When Jesus Calls
Good evening! Sunday blog! My days are so messed up! The only normal going on, is walking! I wrote out a new schedule this morning, just to stay on top of things! Tomorrow will be two months already! I can’t even wrap my mind around that! I miss him so! It doesn’t matter what I …
Some Great Memories
Good afternoon! Saturday blog! I have been going through phone pictures ! Amazing how many a phone can hold! Don’t you wonder how many albums that would take? I do! Anyway, 45 years we lived together, married 42! That’s a lot of pictures! I have been working on getting all of my scrapbooking things organized! …
Attitude Of Gratitude
Good afternoon! Friday blog! It’s afternoon already! Going to see my granddaughter and, adorable great grandson! He is soooo sweet! I have had my two kids walking with me this week! Grateful! Loving the family time! Was at Hobby Lobby twice this week! I only have three years to get three scrapbooks done for our …
Worry And Fear
Good morning! Thursday blog! As promised, a writing in the morning! Today’s Daily Bread, Delight in the Book! How appropriate for and with everything going on! I accepted Christ in 1980! Denny accepted Christ in 1982! For a good many years we served Jesus and our church! Until mental illness took over our lives and …
Time To Switch
Good evening! Wednesday blog! I definitely need to switch my blogging time! I wake up good! Happy, ready to start a new day! At night, I’m tired, want to to sleep! My hours are messed up! I am much more sad at night when I come in here! I will write early tomorrow! Something light …
In Just One Year
Good evening! Tuesday blog! Happy Saint Patrick’s Day! I am sharing images tonight of St. Patrick’s Day one year ago! FB memories! Just one year ago today, I had Denny sitting at the kitchen table with me! Having coffee, in my green cup! I’m sure I fixed him a nice breakfast! I always did, especially …
Grief Still Lives
Good evening! Monday blog! Seven weeks today! Seems like Seven eternities! I can function so well during the day! New house client today! I cleaned for five hours straight! I get home, have supper, in my room, here comes the tears! I can still hear the way he sounded that morning! Some things will never …
My God, Is An Awesome God
Good evening! Sunday blog! He reins forever and ever! I never forget that! Today, the Lords day, the day of rest! Set aside for worship! Many churches closed for caution and safety! After my walk, I found out that our granddaughters church, had open doors! I have three churches that I love! My home church, …
When Its Over
Good evening! Saturday blog! Sitting here in bed, I do not think I am feeling sorry for myself! But, I cannot get a handle on crying tonight! I look around and keep remembering! I thought of something tonight, please do not take this the wrong way! Everyone was here, everyday, when it was over, everyone …
Step Back
Good evening! Friday blog! Everything I have gone through, every bad choice I have made, not considering consequences, constantly playing the victim card, manipulating people for my own whatever’s, chasing rainbows that cannot be caught! You get the picture! It is only by the GRACE of GOD that I am even living and breathing! My …
Sleep Please
Good evening! Thursday blog! I’m going to toss in a TBT picture! I added some writings about angel wings! I love that nickname! I wish the fatigue would leave me alone! I want normal sleep back! Till tomorrow! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Hello Angel Wings
Good evening! Wednesday blog! I left at 8:15am this morning, and got home tonight at 6:20pm! S.S. was not a good experience today! But, finally everything was settled when I left! A little piece of mind! My numbers grew from the last visit! Just get the numbers in the bank! LOL!!! It was all making …
Never Ending Paperwork
Good evening! Tuesday blog! Where do I begin? Let’s step back a bit! I will admit, I said Denny was almost ten yrs. older than I! Old school and some old fashioned! I was a kept woman! I knew how to do things, checks, bills, but, never required! If I did make money, he would …
Faith
Good evening! Monday blog! Six weeks today! Where is time going! I worked all day! Not without sobs! It just engulfs me, takes my breath away! I can’t even speak! I really have no words tonight! Just feel drained! Joy comes in the morning! Because I choose it! I love my a God and He …
Devoted to God And Denny’s Memory
Good evening! Sunday blog! Today was my first funeral since Denny’s! Always good to see cousins! No matter how long ago, just like yesterday! I am moving back into house cleaning! I start tomorrow! Always has been good in the past, word of mouth! So, I am not worried! Sermon on Devotion today! My days …
Greater the Love………………Greater the Grief
Good evening! Saturday blog! My daughter can find some pretty profound things to share about many topics! Never is she more passionate, than when it has something to do with her dad and what we are going through! The topic of grief is a big one! We have all experienced grief to some level in …
I Love Memory Lane
Good evening! Friday blog! I have so many pictures on my phone! Pictures of pictures! I will never tire of looking at that handsome face! The face that grew on me everyday! Of course the much younger police picture, was probably early 80’s! The one of us was our last Christmas at our house on …
I Love You Forever
Good evening! Thursday blog! Grief Share tonight! I just want to stay functioning! I’ll never stop missing him! God is good and I have not asked God why! It is late! I am tired! B-12 shot early! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
One Of Those Days
Good evening! Wednesday blog! As busy as I keep myself, grandkid things, sports, help classes, appointments, church, baking to give, baking for profit, etc. When I turn the light out, I am sobbing! I wish a magic wand could take it all away! That’s foolish talk! I know where my help comes from! The Lord …
My Loyal Family
Good evening! Tuesday blog! I’m sorry, did not get writing done, decided to go to group! I am never sorry afterward! I am so very fortunate! These past seven years have been quite a trial for each of us! As a whole unit and individually! Denny became ill quickly, the diagnosis of Parkinson’s came a …
I’m So Tired
Good evening! Monday blog! I had fun delivering cookies! My eyes keep going shut! Five weeks today! Unreal! I had some very nice visits! If you don’t mind, I will write in the morning! Love you all! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Missing You
Good evening! Sunday blog! It will be five weeks tomorrow! How can that be? For three days, my voice cracked, but no full blown crying! Until I walked into the bedroom tonight and I remember every detail of that weekend and we knew you were leaving! I miss you everywhere I am, everywhere I look, …
Marilyn’s Heart 