Good evening! Thursday blog! Short and sweet tonight! Grief Share on Zoom tonight! Our lesson was on Heaven! I loved every word! I had some questions in my mind as I read! The lesson answered them and I found great comfort from the word of God about different things! Today, I did not cry! No …
Monthly Archives: April 2020
Thankful And Grateful
Good evening! Tuesday blog! That is what I am! You all warm my heart with your love and prayers! God willing, I will see lots of classmates in September! It will be our 50th, spread out over the weekend! I cannot wait! Denny’s 50th, in 2011, was also a weekend event! His dated handprint is …
A Fantasy
Good evening! Tuesday blog! I wrote this poem last year! I have always been a dreamer! Sometimes, not strong enough to make things happen! I have a bucket list! Thanks to virus and quarantine, not my friends, I have not been able to do any! It won’t last forever! So, a lot of things take …
Feelings
Good evening! Monday blog! How many young ones out there know this is a song! By:Morris Albert, from the 70’s! Denny and I both being bipolar and not knowing, can make a relationship a little complicated! A couple of breakups was enough to send me over the edge! I have always been one to torture …
Bitter Or Better
Good evening! Sunday blog! Did not get to walk this morning, rain! Did go to parking lot church! It’s church, it’s not my church! I miss seeing everyone! Just when I got back there, to all 3 churches that I love! My home church, I have been there 41 years! Many, many long friendships and …
Jesus Wept
Good evening! Saturday blog! I know I have used this title before! It’s the truth, Jesus was in so much pain, hearing of His friend! That’s how I am tonight! My physical body feels like I am going to pass out and die! I cannot even describe it to myself! I look horrible from crying! …
In The End
Good evening! Friday blog! From the time Denny was diagnosed, I knew we were pressing towards an unknown that would take him from us! We never can pinpoint anything like that! I could have gone first! We live by Gods timetable! When He is ready for you, it’s just finished! Now that it’s over, I …
Grief Share Again
Good evening! Thursday blog! We had Grief Share tonight on Zoom! I will say it again! Technology is wonderful, when applied and used for the right things and reasons! I am so much more into my workbook than when I started! I cried a lot, answering the questions! Such good conversation with the group! Each …
PEP Talk
Good evening! Wednesday blog! The past two days have been different! On Monday morning, moms TV would not stay on! She called cable! That makes sense! Her TV was dead! So, she trusts me to go get her a new TV! 1st mistake! TV shelves are bare also! I come home with a 43” Roku! …
Happy Quarantine?
Good evening! Tuesday blog! Don’t know if I would use the word happy! But, I do hope and pray for all of you, that we use this time for positive change in our lives! We certainly have time to think of some constructive and positive new behaviors and ideas! If I had not finally gotten …
In Gods Hands
Good evening! Monday blog! I have been busy today! 12 weeks that Denny is in Heaven! Daughter and I shed some tears before our walk! Wish my son was walking with us! I just miss, miss, miss, everyone, and, everything! God is my rock and my salvation! In Him I will trust! I miss Denny! …
Psalm 23
Good evening! Saturday blog! I had a great day! Very crisp this morning, on our walk! But, a beautiful shining sun, on the water! I made three masks today for my cousin! I had a Zoom scheduled with the family, I was excited about that! Although a couple of them did not! It’s ok! We …
When The Angels Came
Good evening! Friday blog! My walk this morning before the snow was wonderful! Usually the birds, all of them are making all kinds of noise! I think you could have heard a pin drop! I have been here 2 years, I don’t know that I have ever heard that kind of quiet at a park! …
Talk To Each Other
Good evening! Thursday blog! Homes are really on overload right now! All computers, iPads, tablets, iPhones! Everyone in the house is on some type of device! It was hard for Zoom tonight to stay connected! It was our Grief Share! We did get in a little conversation! The leader is sending me downloads of the …
Lets Be Real Tonight
Good evening! Wednesday blog! Shall we? I am just a person, a bipolar person! I think I am pretty vocal about staying mentally healthy! But today something poked me, right between my eyes! Our Grief Share leader has set our meetings for us on Zoom! It’s great! He asked me last week, did you do …
To Love Or Be Loved
Good evening! Tuesday blog! I love that phrase! I just told my Dr. last week, I have been fortunate enough to be in love twice! I love both! Giving and receiving! I was so young when I married the first time! When I met Denny, it was electric! After he came in the donut shop, …
At Home In Heaven
Good evening! Monday blog! Every Monday that has rolled around, since Denny’s passing, is another week without him! Today is 11 weeks! It seems like a replay every week! I will say for me, I still cry everyday, but today seemed a little easier! I was busy all day! I am going to say the …
The First Holiday
Good evening! Sunday blog! I have been sitting here awhile! Just thinking about the day! So different from the past! It will be that way again! There is a lesson here from God, I am sure of it! When the tomb was found empty, that was the first Easter! Easter today without Denny was very …
Easter Eve
Good evening! Saturday blog! As I mentioned in a post, I have never had a holiday with just one pie! I boiled and colored eggs! Once again tonight I feel exhausted! If your Easter Eve was busy today with holiday traditions, then you are tired also! So, God is good, He is on the throne! …
Sunday Is Coming
Good evening! Friday blog! I don’t know how many actually think about what happened on that very first Good Friday! I never used to! But today, when I think of Denny in heaven, set free, from the bondage that Parkinson’s had him in! Praise be to God, the only one who loved us enough to …
You Touched My Soul
Good evening! Thursday blog! I am feeling especially smart this evening! I am all about old dogs learning new tricks! I had Grief Share from my own room tonight, on Zoom! How wonderful technology is! Actually conversing with our leader, and others from the group! Soooooo cool! In just that short amount of time, I …
A Lot In One Year
Good evening! Wednesday blog! I just posted how I got started writing my blog! It will be one whole year on April 13, 2019! My heart breaks all over again, thinking of everything we went through! I will never stop missing him! Such a hole in my life! Take care of each other, I cannot …
Just Call Me Sleepy
Good evening! Tuesday blog! Moved all of my sewing into my bedroom! Some of the family asked for masks, mainly our kids! Spent most of the day doing those! Not done! I can’t keep my eyes open! I don’t like it! So, until tomorrow! God is good! Good night God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Joy Is Still Here
Good evening! Monday blog! I’m just going to be honest tonight! This 10 week already, has crushed me today! The crying has escalated throughout this day! I need to get some sleep! I am not depressed, nor do I want to be! It’s just waves of sorrow! I know my life is not as it …
Crazy Actions Or Peaceful
Good evening! Sunday blog! I do not have TV on much and I know why! I hear nothing but total chaos! Has anyone heard the word prayer! Just because there is no church right now! God cannot be cancelled out! Sunday is still Sunday! The day the Lord set aside for worship! God still hears …
Time In A Bottle
Good evening! Saturday blog! We cannot complain about time! Precious time really! Do you wonder how you squeezed everything in, in a day! I know I say it enough! It’s because time ran out for Denny and I! If I could have grabbed time and stopped it for just one more day! What would we …
Missing In Action
Good evening! Friday blog! I miss my family! I count on God! But, I knew my family could be seen, hugged, kissed, in a matter of a few miles! I know I am not the only one who is going through this! I know I am not the only one without a spouse! All of …
A Precious Memory!
Good evening! Thursday blog! Since it is TBT, I will share a Denny and I picture, after the other images! I was really doing well today, kept very busy! Beautiful weather took me back to the park with my doggie, Beagle! Stopped to the store and went for ice cream! She really had a good …
Up From The Grave He Arose
Good evening! Wednesday blog! The only words I have tonight, is Jesus, come quickly! I have not watched TV since Denny passed! I know what’s happening! God does not want anyone of us to parish! He is taking time! People are dying at a very fast rate! I choose to keep fear and worry away …
Marilyn’s Heart 