Dreamer

Good afternoon! Tuesday blog! How odd that I would choose my poem Dreamer, after A Gambling Mind! Two completely different, dreams and fantasies! My dream world about my love, my romance, my relationship with my Denny, as we knew it before Parkinson’s, is definitely on a flip side! Not a bad side, just a different side! Let’s be honest, don’t we all fantasize about something, even we Christians, dream about Jesus and heaven! So all of the romance we see in movies, TV shows, even commercials go overboard! So, as I write words like this, I am dreaming of a time with Denny, the before, the now, the end and the hereafter! Life is not over with Parkinson’s, but, it is very different, anger, denial and grief are steps that have to be gone through in every painful thing in life! It has taken me a bit of time to work through these 3 stages! It is a learning process in this life! Thankful I have learned the meaning of commitment! To God and Denny! I will say again, being bipolar together, was crazy love, and that can make everything crazy! We were not crazy, it is hard for people watching and wondering, why are they acting like that! Sick brains! I do wish we could do some of the things I write about! I urge all of you young and healthy couples, do not waste precious time! So, enjoy my poem, let it take you back to a time when you were crazy in love and still have that with the love of your life! For me, my Denny! God bless! Have a wonderful evening!❤️🤗🤗❤️