Hear My Prayers

Good evening! Tuesday blog! Of all of our hospital stays, this is by far the worst! Starting in 2013! There has been many and lengthy! I cannot imagine my throat not allowing me to swallow! Not to be able to enjoy food! For the time being, food and drink are gone for Denny! My prayer, not forever! Nothing by mouth, not even meds! Speech therapy started today! Of course all of these people know our faces! A feeding tube went in yesterday that he just could not tolerate, or stop choking! He failed the swallow test! He has been asleep most of the day! Gastric surgeon came in! A feeding tube will go into his stomach Thursday or Friday after the blood thinner is stopped! I will not ask God why! My peace and comfort rolls over me like a beautiful flowing river! That is the peace that passes all understanding! My human mind cannot even think of what this would be like if I did not have God! My human mind and heart begs, please do not take him from us! God says, pour your burdens on me and I will make them light! The word of God allows me to breathe! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow! Because He lives all fear is gone! Because I know who holds the future and life is worth the living, just because He lives! One of my very favorite songs! So, I know God sees me, I know God hears me and He wipes my tears away! Don’t get me wrong! My humanness wants to take Denny and keep Him safe from all harm and sickness! I give it to God every minute! I thought watching my dad become sick was rough, so much more! Dear God, hold Denny and I in your hands! Fill us with all of your goodness! We will cling to your light that shines forever! Hold Denny in your arms all night! Amen!🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻Have a blessed night with your loved ones! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️

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