Good evening! Thursday blog! In light of Suicide Prevention Month, I thought I would share again! The importance of the right Doctors, the right combination of meds! Many of us take more than one or two! It’s important not to miss a pill, in a certain time frame! Believe me please, I only took mine when I felt like it, I was all kinds of crazy! I thought of suicide very often in my young life! If you even think it once, that’s too much! That is not a healthy brain! I take mine faithfully now! It scares me, because I know it does not take much to tip the scale! Other medications can interfere with psyche meds! It’s a tricky balance! One that I am very passionate about! With all of Denny’s hospital stays, more than one Dr. or nurse has questioned the kind of meds Denny takes! Some think they have the right to change meds without consulting the Dr. that prescribed them! I know when things are off! When he is just not himself! I have learned quickly, to address these things where your loved ones meds are concerned! Ask questions! To bad if they don’t like it! It’s bad enough when other meds interact badly! In this day and age, with so much awareness, we are losing so many amazing people! You cannot be helped if you don’t or won’t talk about it! Tell someone! I thought it way to much, tried twice, failed, thank God! Even in my gambling addiction, going, losing money I did not have, being disappointed with myself, depressed every time and I was taking my meds! More than once driving home thinking about what I had to face again, that little voice, turn the wheel, you can end it right now! I was on a very slippery slope! I am so thankful when I see me in the mirror every morning! Even in my pain over Denny’s illness, I want good mental health! I still screw up, people get mad at me, I don’t always say or do the right things, but I choose positive even with consequences! You can turn it around! If I did, you can too! Gods plan is amazing! He brought me through the fire and I am strong enough, He has helped me get strong enough to handle all of this! I beg you, talk to someone! We love the Zeph Centers of Toledo and areas around! I am praying for you, whoever you might be! Do not suffer alone! You are sooo worth it! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️We are the faces together of bipolar, mental illness! I am not ashamed anymore!❤️🤗🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 