When You See His Tears

Good evening! Thursday blog! It’s not getting any easier! Denny slept a lot today! When he is awake he is very anxious, just because! Let’s clarify! I hate Parkinson’s, I hate what it is doing to my husband, robbing him of life, physically and mentally! I love Denny! When I say I am at peace and have joy, it comes from a place of deep gratitude for Gods love and mercy and grace, for a sinner like me! God is not punishing us! None of his promises say that! His promises are strength, to see us through whatever life brings our way! It’s Gods words that I am clinging to! I love the book of James! It makes it all perfectly clear! Leaving him tonight was especially hard! I saw his eyes! Filling with tears! He is very fearful most of the time! On a brighter note, he might go back to Otterbein tomorrow! His numbers are climbing and looking good! The new problem, one step forward, five steps back! Like starting over! So whenever I see his fear, anxiety, hear his fearful words and tonight his tears! I look in his eyes, I wiped his tears, I kiss his lips and tell him I love him forever! I am strong until I get home, without him! In the end, God will wipe all of our tears! We are pressing on for eternity with Him! Don’t waste anymore days! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️