Good evening! Wednesday blog! I did not get to walk! It rained all morning! I spent a good portion of the day, on the phone with insurance companies! Never fun! Found out this afternoon, Denny is not coming home until Tuesday! Waiting on Medicare! Disappointed, is an understatement! I have been crying for an hour and a half! When it starts, I swear my heart is breaking in half! It hurts so badly! I am not feeling sorry for myself, not looking for pity! Anyone can get sick, it’s a fact of life! I know Gods word! He will not give me more than I can bear! I cling to His promises, they are true! I am running on feelings tonight! Feelings can get one into trouble! I am thankful I know the difference! I see my psychiatrist every month! She thinks I am handling things, my emotions, in a healthy manner! It just hurts! I miss him, I miss so many things, his personality, his mannerisms, his drive for perfection, a gifted bowler, gifted in math! His work ethic was next to none! I will always call him a wonderful man, a wonderful husband, a wonderful father, a wonderful Papa, and he will look at our new great grand baby C in awe and wonder! Because of his loving and forgiving heart! There will never be another like him! Not in this lifetime! I tell our story wherever I go! Dear God, take the reins, for I know I cannot do this alone! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 