Good evening! Tuesday blog! I have some kind of storm going on everyday, in my heart, in my mind, in my soul! This is a season in our life, that I would gladly throw away! I cannot describe the many feelings that go through me on any given day! Everyday is different! I ask God continually to calm my storms that rage! It is not for me, to question God! He has a purpose for Denny and I! We try to be patient, as we wait upon the Lord! My anchor holds! I know both sides and pain can linger a longtime! I am not happy to see my husband struggle more everyday! It would be unbearable without the Lord! We didn’t sleep much last night, he had a bad wet cough! Nurse came out, I cancelled his other two appointments! So I switched gears to work on the cookies! That’s something calming for me! I know on any given day, it could be a trip to the hospital! Our storm is continuing onward! It’s not going to stop! Two choices, I can be angry, kicking, screaming, swearing! There would be no peace in my valley! God gives peace and comfort that passes all understanding! Happiness is a choice and I choose it everyday! I lean on Him! When plans and life can turn the other way quickly, I call out His name! I took care of Denny’s pump and tube all weekend, by myself! Certainly doing things we did not plan on! Two home appointments tomorrow! A four hour break from his feed and pump! We are going to deliver cookies and Halloween goodie bags! Dry tomorrow, wet on Halloween! I want dry! Choose happy, it takes a lot less energy! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 