Strength From Music

Good evening! Wednesday blog! Way back on Jan. 3rd, 2016, I decided with much help and support from my family, I decided to quick gambling, as well as other behaviors! All of it was destroying me, my life, my relationships, All of them! Living a secret life is exhausting, full of misery! Therapy, group therapy, Mary KAY meetings whatever positive I could get my hands on, I wanted! But, we all know none of this is possible without God first! My relationship with God had become a distant memory! Lots of self work brought me full circle with my Lord! None of that can take place without forgiveness to your self! So much shame, guilt, regret! To move forward is not possible without forgiveness! From God, from myself, from my family! I started working hard and at a particular house I heard K-Love radio for the first time! As soon as I am up in the morning, it’s on, on my phone, on my IPad, in the car! Speaking the love of Jesus, 24/7! If I am rushed, or unorganized on any given day, I hear Gods word and music! It’s the best and I love it! Skip and Amy in the morning, are hilarious! My coffee, my devotions, my journaling, all done with listening to all positive things to start my day! I listen to secular music, it all makes me cry and takes me down, especially love songs! I draw strength from hearing Gods word while I am running around busy! Look it up, they have an app. All positive and encouraging! Goodnight! God bless!🎼❤️🤗🤗❤️🎼