Good evening! Friday blog! I am learning more everyday about challenges that come our way and how we handle them! Sometimes one just comes out of nowhere, like illness, what Denny and I face everyday! Eating, and all that entails, mom and I, as our whole family, we have always enjoyed eating! We eat to stay alive, Denny cannot eat to stay alive! Challenges we choose, I love to bake, it has become limited, but I do not want to stop! So I still take baking orders! Mostly cookies, I always get it done, challenging, but done! I have and am still learning to tackle one day at a time, with looking at each thing that has to be done! Organization, prioritizing, what is most important, as I tackle each new day! I cannot stray too far from Denny, even here in this smaller house! I hear my name, I still had some cookies to finish for an order for tomorrow! I wheeled him and the pole to me and my frosting! I said, does this bother you? He said no, I just want to be where you are! Yes, tears! What’s important! Denny cannot eat, I could use that as an excuse to say no to some things! These things are important to me! I do not want Marilyn to give up being a wife, mom, grandma, soon, great grandma, daughter, sister, besides caregiver! I don’t like that name much anymore! It is a very important, high calling to take care of someone, anyone, especially a spouse! As many mistakes as I think I make, I cannot let these problems get me down! God has given me a job to do, and quite a test! Thank you God for continuing to mold me and polish me for your glory! How would I take care of Jesus? Now that’s a question! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️

