Good evening! Monday blog! As everything in life that touches us, who can know, who can be ready! Illness is one of the big ones! Physical or mental, it can hit you at a terrific speed! Like standing on a beach! You didn’t see the big wave coming! It did not announce itself! Pow! You think you are doing ok! If given a thermometer, you would blow the top off the charts! That’s how fast our day changed yesterday! Without details, Denny fell in the bedroom last night, at 11:30! I was standing right next to him, bam, down he went! Not hurt! But, when Parkinson’s knocks you down, you don’t get up on your own! Thank you Lord for our rescue team on Route 2! They are fast! I will say again how much I hate Parkinson’s! It is robbing Denny everyday of something, his dignity, his person, who he was and knew who he was! Facial expressions are very hard, most of us can still make him smile! Then on the other side, it’s robbing all of us! As much as I know and love God, believe without a doubt, His promises are true, for Denny and I, but the pain I feel inside me, is overwhelming! Sobs fly out of me at anytime! This moment that I am in right now, are some very strong feelings! Who can I cry with, but God, He sees me, He feels my anguish! I’m tired of being strong all day, pieces of my life are leaving me! I can still reach down inside my soul and pull out joy and happiness! I have all of you, who give me love and support, my family and friends! So, every bump that I hit, around every corner, when you didn’t see it coming! That’s when God has in His hands reaching to me! Thank you for listening to me and a good cry! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️

