Good evening! Friday blog! Let’s start with, I have never been one to ask for help! I don’t know when it came about! But, I am only talking about me here! I have always thought others would judge me! Think I am weak! I know that’s not true! What I really wish I could do, is sit down and hold him in my arms and make it all go away! This is a booboo I cannot kiss away! So my family members are worried about me! How much can one person do in a day and not take any time for ones self! So it was with much prayer, heart and soul searching, I changed Denny’s care to hospice care, comfort for him and respite for me, with our same care company! Denny is not at end of life care! I won’t lie anymore, my days are getting longer and fuller with needs! Not complaining! This new transition will free up time for me! Even saying it, makes me feel selfish! I also know that is not true! Some negative thoughts came creeping in! I want and need time with my kids and grandkids and let’s not forget our new bundle of joy! Continued prayers for us as I let go of the reins! God is in control here! Let go and let Him! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🎄🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 