It’s Hard To Let Go

Good evening! Thursday blog! From the beginning of Denny’s diagnoses, I knew we would face something! You do not know what to expect! No two people are alike! Everyone progresses differently, at any point in time! You can read about it! Still, you cannot quite grasp, a person being taken down, piece by piece, bit by bit! It is beyond words what we see everyday! I wish my I love you’s could take it all away! If I could give his body back, the way it used to be! Help me God to let it go! To make his pain go away! I wish Denny could get up, the way he used to do! But, no, Parkinson’s took it all away! Denny cannot move on his own now! My heart is shattered, yet, I know I will survive! I think of special days with my grandkids, sporting events, choir, band soccer, wrestling, basketball, plays! I have missed a lot these past few years! Sometimes I feel guilty, thinking of things without Denny! We have missed out on a lot because of this disease! A thief! Robbing us of many things! God is my map, He will keep me and guide me through! I am tired to my bones! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🎄🤗❤️