Grieving Before Death

Good evening! Monday blog! My eyes are going shut as I type! It was great to take a walk like I used too! I’m sure it added to my tiredness! So, just as Denny’s days are all different, so Christmas will be different! My sewing projects did not get done! My cookies did not get baked! No grocery shopping, no pies and no dinner! The kids are taking care of everything! My priorities have definitely shifted! In all reality, unless God wants me first, this, at the moment seems like it will be his last! How painful to even think it! I started grieving back in 2013! I’m sure our children did too! Besides family, an aide is coming! We are taking Denny to the living room to see the tree and watch the the kids open presents! It will be emotional! God will hold us up! We will make it full of beautiful memories! I grieve something everyday, every time I look at him! I love him so! Goodnight! God bless!❤️🤗🎄🤗❤️