Last Christmas

Good evening! Wednesday blog! Merry Christmas! I pray that you all experienced a day as full as mine! How can my heart be so full and yet shattered at the same time? Every time I think there are no more tears, fooled again! Denny spent some time in the living room today! A nurse came and put him back in bed! A good sized male nurse! Hospice is taking very good care of him! I am pretty sure you have all heard the song Last Christmas, it’s a secular Christmas song! My favorite one! My favorite Christian song, Oh Holy Night! It’s funny, not haha! I felt I was experiencing that song today! I have been blessed with the most wonderful,caring,and loving family! Each family took pictures with Dad-Papa! Denny has never felt that he was a special person! All of his family begs to differ! I wish he could see what we see! I love him beyond anything I have ever felt in my life! Or will ever feel again!we are starting to see pain on his face, Hear it We want no suffering for him! I cannot tell you enough how painful this is! When your life is starting the climb to the other side! I am sure I will experience a time frame that says, I need to let go! God bless each and every one of you! If you are fortunate enough to still have your spouse! Praise God and let that person know how much they mean to you! No regrets! I wish each and every one of you a very Happy New Year! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🎄🤗❤️Our daughter had this pillow made for me, to get from her dad! She is his elf! Those are our signatures from past cards! We always signed the same! Thank you Lord Jesus for all of your blessings!❤️🤗🎄🤗❤️