Good evening! Wednesday blog! Being a caregiver to my husband has become a tall order! Not a complaint! Denny and I promised each other a long time ago, we would do everything we could to take care of each other! Whoever would be the first to go! We wanted to die in that old house on Butler St. You see, God had different plans! I tell Denny all the time he is the best! So living with mom my plan for dying at home has not changed! Denny said tonight, put me on the floor, so they can come and get me! Who are you talking about? He said this is too much for you, I am a burden! I said, this was my choice! No one is making me do anything! This won’t last forever, I want him to remember how much he means to us! How much I love him! I wish I could cradle him in my arms and make everything stop and go away! Denny, has been in and out of hospitals and rehabs since August 2013! Taking care of him is a gift to me! I do not want it any other way! I have a helper, an aid from hospice that comes 3 times a week! He is very caring with Denny! Everyone talks of caregivers, how about the patient? I see how hard it is on Denny’s face, when I walk away! I just keep reassuring him! I lean on God now in a whole different way! I ask myself, how would Jesus take care of Denny? The same way he takes care of all of His children! Tender, loving care! His Amazing Grace! All Is Well With My Soul! Two of my favorite songs! I sing them in Denny’s ear! Peace like a river! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 