Good evening! Saturday blog! I am sure that us older folks know all about love letters! I am sure the young of today have not sat to write a lot, let alone a love letter! I am a hopeless romantic! I am so sappy and I don’t care! The mushier the better! I have written love letters! On paper with pen, word after word that all had such meaning! After Denny gave me that accident ticket and then met at Dunkin Donuts! It all still stirs my heart! I think our story is so beautiful! I wrote Denny more than one love letter! It’s easy to love when flowers come to you! Your heart sings when you watch each other open that special gift! Nobody ever tells of the hard stuff! You should not be ashamed! Life hits us all in one way or another! Can your love, the one that makes you dizzy, puts butterflies in your stomach and stars in your eyes! Can you still stay strong when things start to change and know one saw it coming! We love each other with big red hearts! What is the real test of love? The kind that started to change, when mental illness struck us both at different times! I didn’t know about these things! I only knew a lot of things were happening that did not look like love anymore! Deep down inside us when we thought we didn’t like each other anymore! Why would we stay and keep hurting each other, hospital stays, trying to get the right combos of medication! When your heart keeps saying, we will never find it again! Don’t give up! What you saw in each other when you have hearts jumping out of your eyes! It’s still there! It will resurface in ways you never thought you could find again! When you grab each other and look in the eyes of pain, you say, you are so worth it! Denny and I signed on for the long haul! We have had to overcome much! When God stepped in and we started looking at ourselves, learning from mistakes, heartbreaking mistakes, things you think you can’t ever forgive! God has loved Denny and I through some really ugly stuff! Jesus is the doctor of broken hearts and souls! When He comes and puts you back together, piece by piece, forgiveness from Him will mend you to forgive each other! Just when you are putting things in the right order, illness comes again! I only see Denny Reed, a shy boy who worked harder, and gave more than anyone I have ever known, besides my father! Now in Denny’s biggest fight till Jesus comes, I pray he sees my love for him while I care for him! When I know God has me! I have always wanted love to gaze into my eyes and now on Gods timetable, Denny just keeps searching my eyes! Denny is my cop and I will forever be his waitress! Learn how to forgive as God forgives! From my heart! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 