Precious Sleep

Good evening! Wednesday blog! So tired tonight, I really can’t see straight! I am not complaining! My day rolls pretty smooth! Somethings just take more time than other things! A day truly is a disappearing act, the list is endless! Hospice thinks I am doing a great job! But, you know how we beat ourselves up! I so miss all of the things we did together every day! Laying in bed at night talking over our day! I savor all of my memories! Pictures in my mind, that I cannot turn off! Like an old fashion movie reel that plays over and over in my head! My eyes can’t look at him enough, they miss him already! Tonight is one of those nights! I can’t stop crying! Sometimes I feel like I am coming apart at the seams! I know I am not! It’s all feelings! Sometimes a person just needs to unload! A sounding board! When the light goes out, I talk to God until I fall asleep, which is pretty quick! I am in some major mental pain tonight! Denny’s skin is starting to break down and I know he is in pain! I am in pain for him! Tomorrow is a new day! I will jump up, raring to go! Joy comes in the morning, and I will grab it! We love all of you! Thank you all for your continued prayers! I do pray for all of you as well! I am trying to learn to be kind to myself! That’s a tall order! Cherish your loved ones! Time just goes! You really don’t have tomorrow! Only this minute! All is well with my soul! It’s that enemy, flesh, that want to take us down! Not happening! I need to sleep! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️