Good evening! Saturday blog! After writing last evening, about the unexpected! It happened around 2:00am this morning! 102 fever means pneumonia! I called hospice, got one of our nurses, he is great! Called kids! He was drowning right in front of us from his tube feed! Things happened quickly! Got all of that out of him! He is starting to show signs of pain! No feed line at the moment! Comfort meds around the clock, 2 nurses every day and an aid! Been a lot of crying at this house today! It’s not easy to let go! Selfish desire tells our hearts, keep him ,no matter what! How wrong is that! He is visibly suffering! Parkinson’s is making it very difficult to move him! That disease is going to rob him of everything, right down to his last breath! So, we his family, are suffering also! What would the hospital do, the same thing! Praying for this med to bring him some kind of comfort and keep the fever away! Then the loving , knowing that God is the one in control of all, and you say, Lord please take him to heaven in your arms, so he can walk again, the streets of gold and the never ending shoreline! While he waits for me! When I say I Love You, he lets out a sigh! God help me! Denny is in your hands! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 