Missing Kisses

Good morning! Friday blog! Some of our 40th Ruby Anniversary pictures have surfaced, in honor of Denny, my love! Like this one! Kissing, no less! How special is that? More than anyone will ever know! I knew whenever God took him, it would be painful! I can’t even describe it! I choose joy and happiness, but that loss comes in! I miss him so much! Of course when you see pictures, the memory of that moment comes like a tidal wave! It takes my breath away! It’s not even been 2 weeks yet! I don’t think that is going to matter! It will likely get better with time! It’s not going to disappear, nor do I want it to! I don’t want my memories to fade, not ever! That would be like trying to erase! I couldn’t, even if I tried! Just want to ease up the crying! It does not ask permission, it just starts! I kissed him so much, sometimes he said, ok, ok! I think that meant, take a break! Everything became so much more meaningful! Especially from Thanksgiving on, then Christmas he got to come in the living room! Everything became an urgency to be with him every minute! I only left him with someone to do Christmas shopping in an hour and a Dr. appointment! I love that picture! I will cherish it! The ones of family around his bed! I see only his face! I kiss my finger and touch the urn and fall asleep! Now, for those of you that still have your loved one right beside you, do not go to bed angry! I wouldn’t let Denny go to sleep until everything was ok! You can’t stay angry if you are kissing! That does not go hand in hand! Kissing is important, no matter how you are feeling! Don’t let kissing your loved one become extinct! Thank you Lord for such a wonderful memory! A kiss! Have a wonderful day! God bless!❤️💋🤗💋🤗💋❤️