Never Ending Tears

Good evening! Tuesday blog! Yesterday physical pain, today mental pain! Today started the process of benefits, widows pay, survivor pay! I do not like any of these titles! But, it has to be! Things have to be changed over! Denny was old school the family protector! I am not afraid to learn anything and everything! But, when one is still in shock, it’s a bit overwhelming! Putting it mildly! Sometimes I can be laughing,move my eyes to a picture! I cannot keep up with my own mood swings! So let the tears flow! Between being sick and crying, you would not believe the Kleenex I have gone through! I just miss him! The way we were! To, the way we will be! I love you Lord, my comforter! You are so good and gracious to me! Hold me steady as I move forward for You and my family! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️