Missing You

Good evening! Sunday blog! It will be five weeks tomorrow! How can that be? For three days, my voice cracked, but no full blown crying! Until I walked into the bedroom tonight and I remember every detail of that weekend and we knew you were leaving! I miss you everywhere I am, everywhere I look, everything I see, everything I hear! There is something of you everywhere! I especially miss you in here, our room, where we talked at the end of the day! I ask God to calm my mind and heart! Just the humanness of wanting him back! I miss him so much, the presence of him! I would never want him to suffer again! I do love our memories from all of the wonderful times we had in so many wonderful places! I had a great day today! Church, family, lunch with school friends and hockey! I need family and friends more than ever! God knows best, I will follow Him, till He takes me home to be with my angel wings👼🏻forever! Until then, I will stay busy with what God wants for me! Amen! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️