Grief Still Lives

Good evening! Monday blog! Seven weeks today! Seems like Seven eternities! I can function so well during the day! New house client today! I cleaned for five hours straight! I get home, have supper, in my room, here comes the tears! I can still hear the way he sounded that morning! Some things will never leave! I do choose Joy and Happiness every morning! By evening it starts quickly, I feel so sad! In pain, like someone cut me open! It doesn’t stop me from getting everything done, on my schedule! I do not want to be crippled by grief! But, it is so overwhelming! I know he is in heaven, that is comforting! I wish I could hug him! So much I miss! I have to keep my eyes on the prize! Eternity with Jesus and Denny, my angel wings! Notice the picture of little wings, that I found in the bedroom today! I know exactly where they came from! When we moved in with mom, I dropped a Precious Moments Angel! Knocked her wings off! I put them on the lamp that has a dish! The lamp is on the night table, right next to where he slept! Since he has been gone, I nicknamed him angel wings! I found the wings today! It was enough to give me goosebumps! God is always good! I do lean on his promises! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️