God Knows Me

Good afternoon! Thursday blog! Where did my morning go? Why do the hours pass so quickly? I feel I have accomplished nothing! But, I know that is not true! My daughter and I walk together now, since she is off work! Had breakfast! Mom is feeling a lot better!She wanted her perm, I am the giver of that! Lunch! My therapist called today! The addiction center I go to downtown, The Zeph Center, of course is closed! That brings a whole new set of problems for those who are not recovered and need the support of and from others! So my therapist asked me to set up Zoom for video chat- conference- support group! We already tried it out! It takes me awhile! I take the long way around! My kids and grandkids are wizards! Daughter and daughter in law are very smart teachers! Help all around me! I was told to use my good friend, Google! He has been like my best bud the last couple of years with Denny! There was a lot to look up! I received my final Social Security paperwork today, my monthly payments are finalized, for Denny’s and mine to merge! A lot of confusion in the beginning! A whole lot of paperwork! Pension for widows is done! I won’t be rich! Lol! But not in the street! Time to get out my Dave Ramsey book and workbook! I can do this! Budgeting, one of my new words! Obedience to God is the first word, in all areas! I sooooo want to live the rest of my life, being pleasing to the Lord! Joy and Happiness! No matter what this world is facing! God is my answer! My hand is in His! Before my mom knew she was pregnant, God knew my birth date and the day He will take me to be with Denny! WOW! What a miraculous plan! He knows how many hairs are on my head! And, I am not perfect! God knows me and loves me anyway! He knew I would be a tough nut to crack! After I cracked, who was waiting for me? God! Who put me back together? God! Who dries my every tear? God! Ohhhhh to be loved like that! I rest in His arms! Denny’s arms are around me to! The glory of the Lord! There is nothing to compare! In these trying times, God is the only one you can count on! Have a wonderful evening in your home! You can make it very special! I miss that with Denny! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻❤️