Hourglass Time Frame

Good evening! Friday blog! I guess I am destined to be an evening writer! I keep waiting for 3:00am to come back to me! 3:00am was my time frame for a couple of years! It was so I could have some alone time for me! So now with this virus crisis, I have all day to me! God has quite a timetable! I know I have written about it! I went back to church right after the funeral! Planning in my head the need to revive longtime friendships! I’m big on one day at a time, but I do forget and run ahead of myself in thinking! I am waiting on the Lord and His timing! Does anyone remember the soap opera with the hourglass? Like sands through the hourglass, so these are the days of our lives! I’m sure by now it is an iconic phrase! I have always liked the hourglass! Big ones, little ones! Now that Denny’s time with me on earth has passed, I feel our life ran through the hourglass! That’s how fast it seems to me! I was doing well this morning! I am to happy when I walk to cry! Plus I do not want to bum my daughter out! The ProMedica Co. came today to take the first hospital bed back! That brought memories back! So I had a meltdown! It runs its course and then I am fine! I was tired of sitting at my desk-card table all day! I was cold so, at 5:00pm I got ready for bed, after I had pizza! My absolute favorite comfort food! I decided to watch Denny’s memory video on flash drive! That is why I bought that big TV! Almost nine weeks and this was my second time to watch! I did pretty good, the music pulls the heart strings! But, the last six weeks before God took him, are really hard! I wish, I want, I feel, I need, serves no purpose to think these things! Our sand ran its course! I guess now I have an hourglass of my own! So let’s keep praying for this crisis to teach us something and maybe, have a little bit of life as we knew! Gods timing is everything! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️