Happy Quarantine?

Good evening! Tuesday blog! Don’t know if I would use the word happy! But, I do hope and pray for all of you, that we use this time for positive change in our lives! We certainly have time to think of some constructive and positive new behaviors and ideas! If I had not finally gotten the help I needed over the years, had I remained the way I was, losing my husband and then being locked up, so to speak, I would lose my mind and be suicidal! I do not say these words lightly! I do phone appts. with my Psychiatrist, make sure I keep up on all meds, do not run out! I do Zoom with my Recovery Therapist and next, I will be counseling with a Grief Therapist! I will do whatever it takes to stay positive and maintain positive, healthy choices! Mentally, physically, spiritually! I have a list on the wall right by my desk-card table! It tells me exactly what to do from the time I get up! Then I weave in other things, like today! I am my own hairdresser, have been since the 8th grade! Today, I spruced up my hair color! I have been working on change since 2010! Gastric Bypass! Addiction Recovery, therapy, cleaning out my past, keeping bipolar under control! Exercise, no matter what, I have not stopped walking, might have had some breaks with Denny’s illness, but it did not stop me! I think it is important that homes and families maintain a schedule as it was! We all need structure! I stick to my schedule, I wear make up for me, colored my hair today, for me! Please each one of you, take care of yourselves to stay normal and sane through this time! We are all given the same 24 hours! Let’s make the best of it! I start my day with God! I can choose to be up or down! I have every reason to be down, Denny is gone! I miss him! I still need to do right by my health! I have a lot of family and friends I want to be back with! I will not go backwards! I am not getting any younger! I want quality time with my family! If you were a church goer or not, most churches now have live stream! It’s a healthy choice, during these trying and anxious times! God is still good! He will meet you right where you are at in this uncertain time! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️