Jesus Wept

Good evening! Saturday blog! I know I have used this title before! It’s the truth, Jesus was in so much pain, hearing of His friend! That’s how I am tonight! My physical body feels like I am going to pass out and die! I cannot even describe it to myself! I look horrible from crying! My Beagle even looks sad! And that’s how she looks all the time! I feel like an earthquake hit me, and I am crumbling to the ground! My head hurts everyday! I never have headaches! As horrible as I feel this very moment, I will go to sleep! As surly as the sun rises, so will I! I will just keep on calling on God, I’ll put my shoes on and head for the park and I am going again to the parking lot church! I cannot act and live on feelings, but, I cannot ignore the pain I am in! I will not allow my life to stop either! Maybe God is giving me this healing time, so I can give my all to my family! I am drained and exhausted! Until you are there, no one has any idea what I am talking about! Grief is real, my God is real also! In His time! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️