Close Your Eyes

Good evening! Monday blog! Do you have an intense moment, from the past, you wish you could feel it one more time, but, time got away! Do you cherish it? Does your mind try to get you back to that memory! Close your eyes and be in that moment, with your heart! You can feel those moments with your heart, not your mind! 45 years, that’s a lot of memory! It is already 15 weeks since Denny went to heaven! My heart feels that deeply! Of course it is much worse on Mondays! Will every Monday be like this the rest of my life? I still just cry at any given moment! The crying is becoming less! I have been smiling in between, thinking of Denny memories! I was opening a card yesterday, I really did not realize that the card said wife! I still have brain fog! By the way, that is a real thing! So I looked down, it was signed Angel Wings! I had already fallen apart! So Denny’s elf is still at work! Over the course of 38 years, Denny bought me gifts for everything! That’s a lot of gifts! Then his elf took over! So, when I close my eyes and think back, I feel with my heart! Time will not heal me! Maybe the pain will be a little less! We’ll see! God is good! He has held me up, He is not going to let go of me! I will say it again, stop fooling around with time! It’s gone before you know it! Don’t use harsh words! You can’t take them back! I am talking about my life! I hate that word, regret! Good night! God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️