Keep Moving Forwward

Good evening. Saturday blog. This is the one thing that I want and will keep doing, no matter what! Denny and I did not face and go through this fire with our family, for me to slip in a crack! Not going to happen! The past two days, even though I got a lot of sewing done, I feel I have wasted time! Not with sewing, but the rest of day! The hours just slipped away! I really don’t like that! I was on a tight schedule with Denny! I guess I don’t like my new normal! Move past it Marilyn! How do you become an advocate for anything, when you can’t go anywhere? How do you speak with a mask on your face? I guess I will keep putting everything down on paper and keep sharing! Denny and I talked a lot about our adversities! I promised him always that I would not go backwards! That would make everything a lie! Since Denny passed over 3 months ago, my eating habits have not been good, structured or healthy! How long can I walk and stay strong without proper diet! How can I talk about proper diet, when I don’t have one! I went to the store, tomorrow starts the green smoothie with a lot of fruit mixed in! My cousin swears by green smoothies, I have a book from him! You know you will get a picture! Our daughter is going to hook me up with a Herbalife package, great vitamins! Can’t wait! I do not like having low energy! Then there is still some grief going on! I just want to be in balance in all areas! It just makes sense. Call upon the Lord, I can do all things in Christ! That means everything, in every area! That’s why HE came, to give us life, life more abundantly! If some of my new people don’t know, Parkinson’s and all of its complications took Denny from us in January! It is a wicked disease! He fought hard, but in the end! We miss him so much! Sharing some before PD and after PD! So handsome to me in all of his picture! His smile was worth a million! He left us with joyful memories and some not so! Joyful always wins! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️