Good evening. Thursday blog. Back in 2013, I was a Christian, not the kind that should have been holding tight to Jesus though. I wanted Jesus, I also wanted to have my cake and eat it too! My oldest grandchild graduated that year, it was obvious to me, Denny was getting ill! My mom became very ill, a week in the hospital, we thought she was dying! She got out, Denny went in the next day! Little did we know, that stretched into 9 weeks! I believe he had Parkinson’s then! I was already gambling heavily. When he was well, we always went together! After the hospital stay, he no longer wanted to. You all know the rest of the story! Recovery, became bliss! As I moved through recovery, Denny was slowly, but steadily getting worse! I did not think of this before, we were both progressing towards something at the same time! The more I moved forward, the more I saw my need for Jesus. When you put your faith and trust back in Jesus, He reveals his promises for us to proclaim them. You all know my journey and Denny’s. His faith and mine being renewed everyday made us stronger. We knew we were facing something big. Bigger than both of us! I love Jesus! He loves me, I see it and feel it everyday! In this world where everything is wrong and getting worse, it’s time to put your faith and trust in Jesus! I don’t watch TV, I don’t listen to the news, I see alerts come across my phone. That’s enough for me. My head is not in the sand. I choose not to worry and live in fear. What good is that! I claim joy for my life and the life after! When it’s my time to meet Jesus, He and Denny will be waiting for me! This is a sick and dying world. It has always been this way. That’s why Jesus came to earth, why God became a man! To bear our sins on the cross! Jesus extends grace, mercy and forgiveness for each of us. Our souls are weary and heavy with the burdens of the world! For the life of me, why do people think that two wrongs make things right or straight! They do not. Leave things in Gods hands! He is the peacemaker! Each one of us will be judged the same. A murder is no different than a lying, blasphemy tongue! I understand liberal and I understand conservative! We are to be praying for each other. If know one is praying for you, you should still be praying for others! This is my life and what I am going through, I could not do it without God! When I write and share these things, it’s about my life and my choices! Life is so much sweeter when you have a very personal relationship with Jesus! We need to stay off of the hate wagon and look at the big picture, eternity! I hate to burst all of your bubbles, God loves President Donald Trump, the same way He loves you! Sin is sin and we will all be held accountable! I want to use all of my good, positive energy on praying for all of this, instead of slamming! These things are not to be handled by humans, humans are selfish and make a mess! The victory is already won! Why is everyone fighting and killing? That is not going to bring back one soul! Leave it in Gods hands where it belongs! If God can put my life back together, He can take care of every body. I love all of you! My prayer for all of you is eternal peace! Gods got this! I have no doubts! I have to much to do, I am not wasting energy on things I cannot change! Again, let go and let God! We are in His way! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 