Trials And Temptations

Good evening. Friday blog. I love the book of James! To bad we didn’t cling to it and obey it like we should have! Ohhhhh, the consequences we face from the destruction of our own hands! Guilt and shame can bury you deep! You start to believe the lies! And, you believe God is way to far for you to grab ahold of! Another lie. That can cause all kinds of chaos! Feelings of worthlessness, to far gone, you get the picture! All lies! Gods love for us, goes on, on and on, as far as the East is from the West! No end! He is just waiting for you to ask. How simple is that! He told us! We humans make a mess, we are to ashamed to lift our eyes to Jesus. He already, knows all, sees all. How does that get so messed up! But yet Denny and I both did it! When you are sinking fast, you better grab that lifeline, that God has openly extended to us! So, so grateful that our hearts and eyes were opened and our love was still there. Grateful, thankful, to our loving and forgiving God! I just want Jesus, first and foremost. I know He is real, I feel His touch, I hear His voice, I see His face. No other in your life will ever love you like Jesus. How easy and simple, He says, come to me. Do you think I could open my eyes everyday and smile at Denny’s picture and be eager to start my day joyfully. You cannot do that in your own strength. I still cry, I am a human. It hurts to be separated, but, only for a short time! Gods and my timetable are very different! I will keep going. My family fuels me to want them more. I think of them everyday, they are all I want and need! Since I live with Mom, she has the #1 spot. My family knows how much they mean to me, I know how much I mean to them. And in my finally mature life, I learned in recovery that we can tell each other how we feel or things can be pointed out without offense. Like adults! God is my rock, they run a close second! My kids are my go to’s after God! I am blessed beyond measure in so many ways! Because our God is good! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️