Grieving Is Exhausting

Good evening. Sunday blog. You know, I do not like to sound like a broken record. Grief still washes over me. I don’t have to be doing anything, no thinking, nothing on my mind, no reading, no music. Just grief running all over my face. It just shows up. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I welcome it. Then, the scatter brain thrown in the mix. I really don’t like that! When it starts, it starts, when it’s over, it’s over. Sometimes when you think you are done, there are little after shocks. That which does not kill you, makes you stronger! The dictionary says suffering and pain should be used as an opportunity to grow. That’s a good thing. I have some of that going on! God has been so good to me. I just feel and know His presence is real and with me. I certainly know the importance of prayer now. No matter how long it lasts, it dries up. I can carry on. I have been getting some sun, that makes me feel good. When we had our pool in town, all of us were tan all summer! How I miss pizza by the pool with my grandkids. Well, that’s my check in on grief tonight! I am very tired again! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️