You Never Know……….

Good evening. Friday blog. I think this is a good topic in light of how horrific our world is. Once again, I want to make it clear, what discussion I have here is about my own personal life with Denny and our life. We had a lot come at us, fast and furious. Our own emotions we didn’t even know how to handle. Nobody said anything, nobody did anything! There was a long period of time, in general, over the years that no one spoke of any painful thing in their life or their families lives. No one ever got up to say anything about the memories with and of family and friends, at funerals or memorials. I knew as soon as Denny passed, I had to tell everyone what an amazing man he was, my husband, a father, a papa, a great papa, and all of the things that made him who he was. Our daughter spoke about her father and I did also. So 7 years later and his passing, you never know. I don’t care how angry you are with someone, anyone, family or friends. Still hug them, kiss them and never let an I love you go unsaid! If Denny and I went to bed angry or not speaking, I would poke him in the back, until he gave up! Anything can happen in the middle of the night, or on a run to the store. Guilt and regret are two things I never wanted to live with. They have there place, then get rid of them. Life has it’s beautiful moments, make sure the moments are beautiful memories, when memory is all you have left. I am the vocal one, now, not before, but enough so he would know if something happened. On Friday night, January 24th 2020, was the last time I heard his voice. We said good words before we went to sleep, as we did every night, here, rehab, or hospital. You cannot walk around with your head in the clouds. I do not fret, stress, or worry about tomorrow. Especially things I cannot control, like other people! Love them, right where they are in life. Not everyone travels at the same speed. What matters, learn and apply. If you slip or make a mistake or whatever, don’t go backwards, only room for forward. Don’t keep looking for what’s around the corner. Finish today. Life is hard, harsh, not fair. You have to choose, and practice joy, happiness, thankfulness, and gratefulness. 21 days to a new habit. If you do not succeed, keep going, don’t give up! If a “ you never know” shows up, you will feel defeated. Notice I said feel. Don’t run on feelings, trouble every time! God loves us right where we are, no matter what. Give it to Him, and put on your best smile! Stay strong in life and in trials. God is good. We do not know what tomorrow holds! Love and sweet dreams. Good night. God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️