Heavy Heart

Good evening. Saturday blog. Sitting and thinking of our children. Their first Fathers Day without him, their dad. No shopping for special gifts or needs. Reading all of the cards, to pick just the right one. No gathering at a restaurant. I will miss all of that also. Always a gift and card from me and, cake or pie. They will all move about their day. Our son, son in laws and grandson in law. They will be honored from their children. It’s the circle of life again. It does not make the heart feel any lighter. So everyone out there, if you are fortunate enough to still have your dad, give them extra hugs and kisses. Tell them you love them, you are grateful for all of the years they spent taking care of you, to supply your every need and wants. I wish I could tell mine! I can send the words up to heaven, not the same. Fathers have big responsibilities. Especially if your children are involved in a lot of things. Someone has to make sure they get there. So, my heart is heavy tonight, thinking of them, while they have special memories running through their mind. Our 2 youngest ones, have never gone this long without seeing their dad. Denny has been gone almost 5 months. That seems very strange to me, going so fast, yet feels like slow motion. We all know we are going to go through it, that does not make it any easier when it happens. So, dig into your memory banks and pull out some good ones, something to make you smile. My dad has been gone 14 years. I talk about him without crying, I can look at happy time pictures from long ago and not cry. I cannot pinpoint any timeline for us. Take each day, as it comes! Deal with each tear, as it happens! Let’s honor and remember our dads and how they gave to us. I did not call on God for help with grief when my dad passed. God is my go to for everything, especially, a heavy heart. Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️