Good evening. Sunday blog. That’s me every morning, testing myself, like a running meter. I ask myself the same questions every day. How are you really doing? Can you get through another day? How’s the crying? More or less? Etc. I try to answer myself in a positive way. If I did move in a negative way, recognize, learn from it, and keep going forward! Nothing can take your memories away from you. They are yours! Not one person has the same memories as you. Even if the whole family is together. The daughters memories of her dad are different from the mother’s. The son also, it’s different. The grandchildren are the same, everyone sees things differently, yet you were all together! Thats Gods unique design for us. We all have hearts and brains. Yet, they are all different. Sadness, hurting, pain, broken-hearted, grieving, we all process differently! Yet, we all feel it deeply. No two are alike. Some of us cannot stop the tears, some feel that crying in their heart, in their brain. Not just my family, all families. Some cannot process at all, and do not seek any help. Like me, my thinking and grieving is so different now than when my father passed. Some time back I said my father has been gone 16 years, correction, he has been gone 14 years! I have learned a lot since then. Big difference between grieving healthy, or unhealthy. You can learn the difference. Do everything you can do to stay in good mental and physical health. There are a lot of avenues for help. I’m not afraid to admit or get help for it. I miss Denny, I love Denny, he is in my mind and heart continuously. It never stops, I am still moving forward with my precious memories from him and with him! Thank you dear God for how you designed us to move through this life in a healthy way, till you call us home! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 