Guilt Or False Guilt

Good evening. Wednesday blog. Guilt can be tricky and sneaky. I had lunch with 2 Bodi cousins today and one of his friends. I was doing really well. I was able to talk about Denny and special memories. A couple of tears came out, for a moment, the feeling of guilt washed over me. I had my hospice support group, loss of spouse. They always open up with questions, so I shared that thought. I don’t have unresolved guilt. I felt bad that Denny can’t enjoy anything anymore. Now, I know that is not true. He is enjoying heaven, not dealing with this world wide mess! Its the first that I thought that. It’s good to discuss and be done! I decided today after a past client that I cleaned for asked me to clean. I reached out to some past clients, now I have 5. I am so excited. Call me crazy, I love cleaning houses. I call it easy money. I don’t think I ever disappointed anyone. It is good to know and recognize, guilt and false guilt. I don’t want any of it hanging around me. That will keep me busy. I am very tired tonight. So, God is good. I have been praying for houses and just that fast, I’m on my way! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️