Good evening. Wednesday blog. Going way back over our years, years we took for granted! How do you walk through this life, arrogant enough to think, I have all the time in the world. Who on earth told you that? These are lies we tell ourselves everyday! We can do that tomorrow, when we are not promised tomorrow! We ran all over the place. We were all systems go on the weekend. Dinners out, take in 2 movies at a time! Denny was so full of surprises! For my birthdays and our anniversaries! That’s why I surprised him with the 40th ruby anniversary party. Just family and some friends! He was already ill. Lots of pictures taken, I love them all. When the person is gone, not enough pictures! He looked so handsome! A good memory day. We did a lot, we went a lot, not knowing our time was growing shorter! When things don’t seem to add up in a day. Everyone goes to the Dr. when things don’t add up, right? A few tests, results you do not want to hear. Like someone punched us in the stomach. 7 years is a long time, but, when it’s gone, it was not enough. Parkinson’s robbed him of so much. Now grief lives where Denny use to. Please don’t think, is she ever going to stop talking about grief, probably not. When I share with you every night, it takes me forever, because I have to keep wiping my eyes! So, as much as I want to write about my own and Denny’s life to help someone, really, writing to all of you is healing me! If only one person read what I write, and something helped them, I would be happy! Change in life is hard! Sharing your life, with all of its ups and downs, with your one true love, for 42 years. It feels like some one tore half of my body away! Had my hospice group on line tonight, it was good. Both of my grief groups will start up in August. I will keep learning how to grieve well! God is my focus, my light to follow. I will not let go of Him. He will see me through, to completion! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 