Good evening. Wednesday blog. For those of you that do not know, our love grew out of a car accident and a ticket, from the policeman to the Dunkin Donut waitress! I love our story, our kids and grandkids do also. You can’t imagine, so many ups and downs in a whirlwind relationship. We were engaged in 4 weeks. We were married 42 years before he passed away. Together 45 years. We learned a lot from each other, not always good! But, we learned through trial and error, from each other. Personal growth took some time. With each hit our relationship and marriage took, we rose above, still clinging to hope, faith, and forever love. In the end when our eyes constantly met, we knew we loved each other way beyond what anyone could imagine. We never stopped loving each other. In the end, we only had faith and love! Through adversity we became stronger, softer, caring and appreciative of each other. The grief from losing your spouse, there are no words. As positive, happy and joyful as I can be all day, that’s how much pain and sorrow spills out of my eyes at night! When all I have is a picture to say good night to. Please do not think I am doom and gloom tonight, I never feel that way. I miss him and it feels like my heart is going to crack more than it already has! Grief Share starts tomorrow night, I have a grandchild birthday party. I will probably stay in that class until I die! Through all of this, God remains my anchor. I will give this to God again tonight, like every night. God will whisper go to sleep, tomorrow is a new day. I always look forward to a new day. That means new possibilities! I and my mind remain open to God! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️

