Monday’s Are Painful

Good evening. Monday blog. This is going to be short. I am overwhelmed with sadness today. 31 weeks ago we had to say goodbye! I am exhausted from thinking about it. This is not a normal day for me. I still walked, I took pictures, I am happy talking to deer, no comments, I smile, I laugh, mom and I visited my son, talked to my daughter, had some laughs with my cousin. My emotions and feelings just roll like massive waves. I was to my Dr. last week, she does not think I’m depressed and I trust her judgement. It’s exhausting trying to keep up. God is good and I do trust Him and what He has for me. I guess I’ll just keep riding the waves, like a surfer. I have to keep my heart in a light mood or keep trying anyway. I do love all of you, each one of you special to my heart and how I know you. As always, thank you for your support and listening. Tomorrow a new day, I’ll be walking and talking, God willing! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️