Fear Is A Crippler

Good evening. Sunday blog. Do not live in fear and worry. Jesus is first and foremost in all we do and seek to do. I want a calm mind and heart when I lay down on my pillow! That’s not easy, since the evening is my worse time. It takes a lot of talking to God after my cry. I don’t know how many think of the transition of taking care of your spouse for 7 years. We were in the same bed for 45 years. Nights are hard. I am thankful that I have a twin bed now. A little less painful. Then COVID-19 on top. I was not fearful for me. But, for my family. Praise God everyone is surfacing from quarantine without any problems! Isolation was good for me where getting lots of rest was concerned! I still cannot taste or smell. I do not know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I do not want to live in fear or worry. I go to the Dr. on Tuesday. Give it to God and close your eyes! He is the supplier of all things, big and small, sadness and happiness, the giver of life and death whether you want to face it or not. I miss my husband so much. I only have God when I go to bed, to poor my heart out. He is the One to tell it all to. God is so good! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️