Good evening. Thursday blog. Just sharing my heart tonight, and where it’s at. Recently, I have seen an old friend from school and neighborhood! Yes, we had a crush on each other, but, went our own way. We have run into each other a lot over the years. Just a hug and a hi. Sitting down for a chat does not spell relationship. He’s not looking and neither am I. Denny has only been gone 10 months. If God places these things on my heart, it has to come from Him. I sit and think a lot! When I was young, at 17, I looked ok. I got a lot of looks! I was a miserable person. Not nice either! I do know my faults! Now 67, my body has truly shifted! I am smaller than I was at 17, and healthier. I can have something hard to cope with, like losing Denny, and I cope and recover. There was a time, I thought, if I ever lose him, it will kill me. Well, I am still breathing. You can hurt and still function. It’s all about choice. I want the best of choices. I know if love ever comes my way again, I want to be loved for my heart, not appearance. That is fleeting, the heart carries much. At the moment, I don’t want anyone. Grief still lives. I feel good working again. I picked up 2 more houses. The best news of all, I get to sit my great grandson, Lukey on Tuesdays. Great great grandma is ecstatic, we are going to have fun. He is the only man I want in my life now! There will be other great grandchildren, that just might be enough. All in Gods hands and timing. The family tree does not stop growing. The branches grow in many places and directions. Gods timing and plans are always perfect. God is good! Good night. God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 