Good evening. Sunday blog. I was asleep last night by 8:30pm. No blog. And, nothing fell apart! Lol! The holidays are coming fast. COVID-19 is on the rise again. People dying is very real. I really do not live in fear or worry. What good would it do? Today though, I was thinking about how careless I was before I got my results! What if it had taken me? My kids would have to cope with no parents. How scary that must have been for them to think. Not to mention my grandchildren, and my 87 year old mom! Thanksgiving and Christmas were hard last season. Denny was declining. Now, this holiday, I still miss him every day, so those two days coming are going to be hard. All of our kids are staying at their own homes with their children! I understand completely. Maybe God wants all of us to grieve these two special days, but yet painful holidays separately. The plan is to Zoom later in the day. Of course cooking will be small scale. My cousin got our turkey. God is good and I thank Him for His promises that will give me the strength to get through. Then one more month and we will face the 1st anniversary. I can’t believe it’s almost a year! The good news, none of us dyed from grieving. It just feels like it. I know we are not the only ones that are facing these special things without a special someone. So, as well as the pandemic, we need to lift each other in prayer. It will be different for each one of us. If each one of us focus’s with prayer for someone else, we won’t dwell on our own pain. That sounds good to me. Nothing has taken away my crying yet. I do get past it faster. A lot of stress everywhere we go, please remember, if you cannot say or think a good and kind thing, don’t open your mouth. People still don’t seem to get it yet, that words can and are very painful. Prayer! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️Last January, 10 days before He flew away.👼🏻💔❣️
Marilyn’s Heart 