Good evening. Thursday blog. It’s been a few days. I can finally say, I actually have days that I don’t cry. When it first happened and I realized it, I felt guilty, like I did something wrong. I know that is not true! I was called from a childhood friend, that I have known for over 55 years. We are friends and it is nice! He said I could say that. That’s it! So grief is changing, taking on a different shape, so to speak. I will miss my husband for as long as I live. More than half of my life with one man. A very special one at that! I am not happy that he passed on our grandsons B-day, yet as I think about it, having his B-day to concentrate on will keep us busy and we can share special B-day memories! That’s my goal, some happiness that day! God is with us and remains our go to in these very troubled times! God is good. Grab your friends and family as close as you can in these times, if not, let’s use our devices more for good and loving moments! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️


