Fulfilling Dreams

Good evening! Saturday evening blog. Let’s see if I can get back on track. What’s your dream or dreams? Remember, it is only to late when you are no longer breathing! I have a bucket list. Some of my dreams will cost money. Discipline, will get me there. If you have dreams, they are attainable. I started school, a week ago. Two nights a week, four hours each. No questions, just be excited for me. You are never to old to learn and change one thing at a time. If your hurting, if you don’t like something, the way you are, the way you look. No one can do, change, or put any thing in place for you. Only you. I am so very content with the different choices in my life. Some I didn’t want, some I did. I am not against crying, healthy tears sometimes, that won’t take you backwards. For those of you wondering if I am ok physically, I am. I was in pain again and sick stomach, and dehydrated. My Ibuprofen was taken away, now a reflux pill. Maybe a virus, who knows. I do not want or need an ulcer. I am in Gods hands! He is the ultimate life changer, if we let Him! The rain is truly cramping my walking style. I did walk this afternoon, not my favorite time of day, but I did it! Life is moving so fast! The middle of July already. In six months, Denny will be gone two years. That can’t be right, but yet it is. I still find it hard to believe he is gone from us. My mind can go negative and sad quickly. I only let it last a moment. My self still moves forward and I keep moving in the positive light. Went to a Grape Smuggler concert last Saturday night, outside in a park. Our good, good school page administrator invited me. So much fun and laughing. I try to see humor a lot, laughter is always good. Mom and I can have some friction, in the end, we are always laughing about something. Our one year late reunion is this fall. A whole weekend event. I cannot wait, 50+1 is what it is being called. Our entertainment, The Grape Smugglers! I am becoming a follower. They are good. I have a full plate with evening school, I had to free up a couple of days. Can’t be falling asleep at school! Lol! My book is coming along nicely. Somehow I had 37 poems in a different folder, that were not sent. Talked to them right away, overnight the poems. They are already on there way for editing. 117 poems of our life, about our life. I am so excited. Writing has become very relaxing and therapeutic for me. I started with journaling in 2014. So much has happened in such a short space of time. Through my very young years, a boat adrift, just a dreamer. Now I make plans and try to see it come true. If it doesn’t happen right away, the next day, is a new day! I have so many notes written to myself, I could get lost in paper. What did you dream about through your life? It’s not to late! Pull those dreams out, dust them off, tackle one at a time. If I can do it at 68, I say, go for it! The big one that stops us in our tracks, FEAR of failure. I used it as an excuse every time, saying, nobody understands. I’ll say it again, the Nike slogan, “Just Do It” my favorite. Who cares what people think. Think what they will think, when you achieve. That puts a smile on my face! God has His arms around me. I rest in that comfort everyday. My little Tuesday man is the highlight for me. His baby sister will be here before you know it! My youngest grandchildren are almost adults. Where did time go? Let me add quickly, my children and I watched our beloved husband, father, grandfather, great grandfather, for seven years as he made his journey to heaven. I really want to make my minutes count. When I am called home, my wish is for them to see, I did not let life take me down. I will be your biggest cheerleader! Get out there and make a big memory! Good night. God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️