Marilyn’s Heart

Good evening. Monday night blog! My book is finally becoming a reality. Sometimes I have to pinch myself, is this real? My name on a book? I just sent an e-mail with my final approval on the editing. This has been a lengthy process. But, it’s done, then off to publication! I am speechless when I think about it. Yes, I have pinched myself, is this real? Soooooo, in light of wanting to continue writing, I have a lot of ideas. But, only one publication at a time. I have 15 new poems! It is all in Gods hands! He will give me what He thinks I need! During all of this editing business, I have had to read and reread all of my poems. You wouldn’t think that I would still cry, yet I do. The words take me right back in every moment. There are also very joyful moments in my poems. Love and loss are joyful and painful, depending on where you are in your relationships. Then, there is the continued grief. It will be 2 years in January! I cannot even wrap my mind around that. It seems like forever and yet like yesterday. I miss him, I miss talking to him. I really miss his voice. Somethings you just do not have any control over it. I work 6 days a week. Tuesdays will always be my dates with Lukey and Taytum! Whatever unbalance I face. When I see them they set my world right and straight. The circle of life is amazing. It’s all about balance. If the scale tips too far, it will topple over. That can be painful, and sometimes you have to start from scratch all over again. The one very important thing, do not give up. And whether you are still with your spouse, whether you are alone, do not give up! There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I see a little bit more light every single day Jesus holds my hand. Remember there is always two choices, stay positive! Don’t ever be ashamed to ask for help. Good night! God bless!🤗❤️🙏🏻❤️🤗