Comfort Zone

Good evening. Tuesday blog. I had my support group from Zeph Center tonight, on Zoom. We talked about complacency and moving out of your comfort zone! This bedroom I spend most of my time in, is very comfy and cozy. This is the spot where we spent most of his last two years of life. All of our prayers and conversations took place in here! His Urn is in here. Every hobby, craft, sewing, scrapbooking and writing I do, in here. It’s also my safe place, I can cry freely in here. Know one can see me or hear me. I don’t spend the day crying, I run in and out to see mom and the Beagle when she is not in here. So, after group, I asked myself, are you hiding in here? I didn’t think I was. I am 67, at some point in time I am going to have to move forward. Get a job, learn how to budget, earn credit. I was a stay at home mom. These normal everyday things are what people do everyday. Of course the pandemic through a wrench in everything! Beyond my have to’s, I need to venture out and stimulate my brain. God is my companion, I need to trust Him in all I do and all He has for me! He will open the doors! If I don’t put my wheels in motion, it will never happen. I’m more confident than that! So, please keep me accountable. As much as I love this room, I don’t want to stay in here until I die! I was with people this morning at Planet Fitness. It’s a start. Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️