Good evening. Wednesday blog. Only God knows the storms He sees us through and why! Death of our loved ones is promised for all of us! The painful storms are not knowing when, how, age. None of us could possibly prepare for any of it in advance! We have, we must accept what we cannot change, no matter how untimely or how painful! I knew it was coming. It was like a big black storm cloud moving over us. We had to remain strong and ride it out! I’m still and I’m sure if we all want to be honest, our family is dealing with the devastation of loss. A storm we could not stop. We couldn’t take cover, we had to hang on. I still feel sick from all that transpired that weekend, yet, it’s like a blur, a bad dream, that I’ll never wake up from! Of course, we know death is a fact of life! It’s so painful! I still have to tell myself to breathe! I feel like I keep repeating myself, trying to talk myself out of pain. For those of you that have been down this road, you know what I’m talking about, right? My mind tells me all of the right things everyday. My heart is not listening! Will the two ever catch up and be one? Busy all day is best. I know God has me, I trust He knows best. I just feel so raw. I would never wish this on any of you. I don’t care how angry you make each other, you married each other for a reason, cherish your moments. They are short. I still cannot believe it all happened, yet it plays over and over in my mind! Tomorrow, when I wake up to a brand new day, I’ll be fine once again. This to shall pass! Storms do not last forever. Sometimes the sun shines through the storm and that beautiful rainbow promises, the storm is over. Hang on tight, we do not know the time, or when. Storms will come. I can look at his picture and still smile, for all he gave and all we had together, our life, our family. Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️
Marilyn’s Heart 